I fell off the wall
I can’t fix me.
I should be able to.
But the parts aren’t all there.
I have some missing pieces.
I tried to repair myself before.
But I lost something along the way.
Courage. I can fake that.
Self-esteem. That’s harder to fake.
I like my wall.
I’m safe there.
But I fall sometimes.
Help me put myself back together.
Maybe with enough help.
I can get back on my wall.
I don’t know if anyone can see me.
I feel invisible.
Not a new feeling.
Maybe I fake bravery too well.
I don’t think they can see the damage.
I can’t do this alone.