Never enough. I struggle. I fight. I want to scream. Run. Fly. I am stuck to the ground. My wings don't work right. One step forward. Five back. Stuck in a slow motion Nightmare. Help me dig out of this hole. I can never seem to get it right. I punish myself so Others don't have to. I still want to fly. But my wings need help. I need help. Hope. But all I feel Is emptiness.